Once i existed for a while

I am a different kind of human in a world full of doubt
Here I exist like an unborn child in silence waiting for the light
There are dreams that my mind always understood
I am a different kind of soul in a universe that wants to exist
Where I go is still wonder and magical thoughts full of love
Opening up my arms to embrace the world

In here we exist for a while in colour and golden lines
My whispers are sounds of magic in the shadows of the never-ending
The answers are born in the light of my inner child
I know all I learned growing up but want to forget
Even when I see the outside every once and a while I cry
Just learning to walk again in a place I want to rise

Why does the rain feel so strong and the wind so cold
I want to go back to the wonder and the rainbows of gold and light
Here My wonder starts again to fuel the fire inside to grow
Universe my mother is calling for me to come
Once I existed for a while now, I am coming home again
Once I existed for a while till I opened up and went