In between the time to be and the time to rest Somewhere deep inside there lives the test Opening up more than you expect it to affect Known to go over the borders and suffer the pain I will always recover and remain the same With all due respect, I will never give way or accept Learning it day by day and step by step I am becoming the silence that needs to be next
In the time of standing here and going there There is this path of knowledge and effect I need more rest to be able to reset Am I so loud while I am in silence in the now Learning as a curve of reason and sanity I can’t be going on as I did, I have to admit It will destroy all If build to resist
My silence speaks loudly and proud I know where I came from and where I am about No reason to be stressed just to be blessed in the here and now Silence speaks loud There is no doubt
In a world so full of itself, I run in circles to find the exit But where is the kindness gone? I am lost within Some say it is the way we should go to be free But it doesn’t count for all, or is this just me Inside I feel the burning of my energy deeply The reasons I cry for those who suffer and are lost
In a world so depressed and angry, I detest Nothing could ever make me change my feeling or sight They say it is how it is, and we shouldn’t be free Forgive me as I refuse to stop being me I live to be and to help to understand this madland The more reason I got to be kind and lend a hand
Why do we hide in the world of shadows every day Can we please shed some light on the forever night inside Let me show you the world that is waiting for all Nature calls while Humanity grows never to fall The call of empathy is in the air tonight That is why I am alive
Depression is not a life sentence or the end of everything. It is a difficult state of mind that keeps you in a black hole for a while, but you will get out of it and look up at the sun and think: Damn, I made it, and I feel better and stronger. Depression is not something that is a made-up thing, or you can just think it away. It is as real as asthma or heart disease; it is a mental health issue that needs attention for the sake of you. Never ever let a temporary mental difficult state push you to a solution that will be final. Talk to people about it and never hideaway. Suicide is final and not the answer. You matter to lots of people even though you don’t see it at the moment. Step up and go outside for a walk in the sun. I am speaking to you from experience, and I just came out of a depressed state. You will grow and be stronger and better than you went into depression. You are love… you are more than you think you are.
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So why give up while you know you will be stronger and wiser at the end of the grey cloud you are in now. It will pass like the night will turn in to the day. The most important thing you have to remember yourself is that you have to move and be active. Nature is an excellent way to relax and get your mind into a state of silence for a bit. Depression is not a joke, and I know. You will be on a hard road for a while, and it won’t ever be easy; life isn’t easy. Life is hard and unpredictable, so make yourself the best version of yourself and show yourself that you are more than capable of becoming stronger and better. You are the only one that can do it.
Sorry, it was silent for such a long time. A lot of things happened in between the last post and where I am now. But like everyone on this planet, we are all in this together. Struggles to get by day by day, lockdowns, changed laws, etc. But we are getting stronger in our views and minds while advancing in this mad world. I hope you all are doing well and are healthy and safe. I will be writing again to boost the positive boost and help others feel better in this ever-changing world.
Close to the edge of your sanity, there is a path of joy On the road to peace, there is a sign of love waiting Did you dive into the lake of fear and doubt Where is the guide to my mind It doesn’t matter how fast I run or how much I hide The thoughts that haunt you give you the fright
Battle gear is ready for the fight for the Conquest of the mind Fully armoured and ready to stop hiding inside Open up and face the darker waters that smother the light We are not born to hide in fear or fright Raise your arms to the sky and chant the words of love to the self You are ready for the fight that kept you locked out from outside
From the time your eyes felt the light you were there to be right It is time to open up inside and stand your ground to light up the night You are on a conquest of the mind
Inside the rooms of our mind, we hide the troubles we didn’t leave behind Sometimes we hear them screaming and knocking when we are too silent We lay down on the floor to feel alive again Do you remember the sounds of the laughter and the love It lives inside us behind the closed doors we locked to hide Love can never let you down when you swim for the shore
Strangers try to call the sanity back from the rooms of thoughts Remember the dreams you have when you played in the fields See the flowers grow to be free from the seed It still lives inside you and me as long as we are willing to see Remember that faith and hope are keys to set it free We know the path is overgrown with the fearful weeds
The time has come to open doors and set everything free Here it is the start of something we all can be When humanity is cold around you, then use your keys
I slept in a bed of confusion and fear. Nothing helpt to find dreams and love. Once I woke up from this nightmare of disillusion I could see. The sun inside of me. Kneeling on the past to pressure the future to get up. We are here again.
I sit in the room of thoughts and philosophy, staring out of my third eye. How did we become so numb and silent My eyes close while I sit on the floor, facing the silence to break it down. The answers slight by in a train of pictures It is time to put the anger down to unload the fear. Once you can see, there is love on the horizon.
I am walking in the fields of my mind looking around the forest of the divide. When we find the start, we can go to the end. Raise Your arms to the sky and whisper to the universe that we are here. Time after time we saw it go down never to rise up. Here we are again to give it the last try to save it all. My hands are full of seeds of love and respect to plant it in the new soil.
Take the step to walk up to the ladder of hope and faith. Understanding we are all from the same dust and energy born to be. Breathing deeply and full trust, we will arrive before time. Opening up all possibilities to unfold the reality for all. Here we are again.
Once the time went on the silence just won The fear that was the knife that cuts in emotions Music builds up energy to flow on towards the higher me Paths of joy start glowing under the sky of crystals Slowly we climb up to the stars to reach the never-ending Like the strings of the violin, it sings to my heart
We sleep on broken pillows and silent beds So deep as I go the world doesn’t know the true me I am awake in a slumber of time and muted by age Mother Gaia cries for help and I hear the sobbing Once is a never in this place of contradictions Are we home in this grey and misty world
I see and hear when I close my eyes to understand the unseen To all of us, it is just a path to the end of the beginning But in between the numb feelings creep in The silence is here again The silence that I just ignore
I am a different kind of human in a world full of doubt Here I exist like an unborn child in silence waiting for the light There are dreams that my mind always understood I am a different kind of soul in a universe that wants to exist Where I go is still wonder and magical thoughts full of love Opening up my arms to embrace the world
In here we exist for a while in colour and golden lines My whispers are sounds of magic in the shadows of the never-ending The answers are born in the light of my inner child I know all I learned growing up but want to forget Even when I see the outside every once and a while I cry Just learning to walk again in a place I want to rise
Why does the rain feel so strong and the wind so cold I want to go back to the wonder and the rainbows of gold and light Here My wonder starts again to fuel the fire inside to grow Universe my mother is calling for me to come Once I existed for a while now, I am coming home again Once I existed for a while till I opened up and went
We all got to this doorstep called the new normal. But it is not the new normal we have to go by as painted it to us. We can design it to our views and beliefs. In a world full of divide and propaganda, it isn’t easy to see clearly and where to go. Mainstream media is just gathering views and numbers by fear and biassed communication. So how do we go on from now on then?
In my opinion, it is what we feel is right; not what they tell us is the truth. We have seen it before over and over again that it gets twisted to fit the shoes they wear. In some way, they are confused by all the things they have to keep up to keep the control going. We have to use our brain and sensibility to get to the right answers rather than take it in. How long will we be able to keep living in a world that is suffering from dividing and hate?
Just be love and respectful to all and understand we are not all the same, but we are one in some way. No more lies and dividing by political or race, gender or whatever they come up with the next time. Unity and love will rule the world and creates a better environment for all to live. Much love to all of you and remember that your voice and feelings do make a difference.